How Amanda Kloots Confronted Modern Grief

Appearing on iHeartRadio's The critical matters with Bobbi Brown podcast.

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Two years after Nick Cordero died at age forty one in July 2020 due to COVID-19 headaches.

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September usually appears like a new start to me, feels greater to me like a new year than January.

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Kloots, 40, additionally found out that son Elvis Eduardo, 3, has begun asking more questions.

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